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The first was a party at m?artment, which of course??ger, whiter, and different from my current one. The folks who were coming co?ted ?ly of coworkers, includi?eopl?om my last job. I had been napping and o??; the poundi? door woke m?. I looked at the clock and ?ed. ??he hour ?he gathering, and I had done NOTHING to ?are my a??? the?laught.
?>I darted to and fro, ga?ing ??s and loose books an?mping them i? bedroom?t of sight of the living room. There??mall?e couch ? folded out intoed, but which lacked?hions and looked?her altogeth?oo d?? propriety. I yanked the bed? and??ed o?er moving the couch on m?n, but accom?hed it n?theless, ending up g?ing and ?ing and ?ing ?he eyes ?he Jack ?ell ?ier ???ing with me. Once th??afel?ashe??ith the dog, I looke? at the ?et a?ealized how ?hy it was, b??eopl?tside had managed to? the door pa? ope?o I had ?ime ??m and let them in.
?>The dream at th?? skipped to the end ???, after ? of the ?le had left.??itting o? nicer couch, flopped to the point o??tion, when I?iced somethiut of the co? of my e?o the left. ??-orange Bic ciga?e lighter was moving?on closer inspection, the lighter was moving on the back of a large black cockroach, whi?as i?rn attended by a slightly-smaller golden cockroach.

I understo?hat ? had been di?ntle? the rel?ion ?he old couch and?e therefore taki?hat ??ld (which includ?he c?ette lig?) and searching for friendlier climes. This ?ired?eral trips a???ing room flo?o they could col??? of my odds and ?. On the??ip, I killed them with my foot.
?>A little while later, I? dreg that I? in some?t of??hop led by one o??orkers, who was teaching a g? of college-age ? the?ics ??ing.???alki?o th?udent ne?o me?plaining the mechanics of va?s significant ga?? in ?hetic hi?y, conferences and concl? and shows and bienn?.

She encouraged me to? up in f? of the ???poke, which I did wi?t re?ing it, and when?ound up a disquisition on the obstinacy of Chuck Close and how it had led to the col?e of what would have been a ?icul? signifi? show, I realized I was speaking to the ?s, my cowork??itting among the??s with a? look on? face, a?here?e three hand?.

The ?t on?ked ?estion, which I don't remember, although?emember the ?er: a flat &?;No." T?econ?esti???hing about God. I had to lea??oom and look at something and come back and give? an ?er, which sounded deep aeani?? the time, b?hich I have, unf?nately, forgotten. T?hird question was about why artists seem to enjoy working in palettes of yellow so much. That was easy, I said. ?ral light, but it goes deeper th?hat. It's one thing to i?de h? of yellow e??e in ord?o sa?is during the daytime, b?uite ano? to use a ye??h to convey sunl?. I then had to explain ??ash was (a d?ion ????h some kind ?hinning medium, like?er, in o? to make it more transpa?, li??colors).?>
At th??, I noticed ??eral fac? had wandered in and?e listening ?ly, and I re?ed I had som? end?p teaching a class on the hi?y of??ics. Or something li?hat.

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